Just recently I attended a poetry reading. A dreadlocked young man announced, as a prelude to his poem, that he was “spiritual but not religious.” I suppose that disclaimer served as a warning for what was to follow. Indeed, his rap-delivered thoughts were unconventional, hip-hop being his religion.

If there is one religious demographic that is growing as rapidly as having no affiliation with a religious group it is this one, spiritual but not religious. It gives church folk the shivers. How can this be? They are stepping right around us.

To be honest I get them. There is nothing in the world that says you can’t apprehend the mystery of the universe unless you are a part of an organized religious community. Religion is the human response to the wonder and awe-filled experience of the universe. But it is a human response – flawed, distorted and contingent.

What they don’t get – and I use that pronoun, they, loosely – is that a vague undifferentiated experience of the universe is different that the honed spiritual truths and identification of religious practices that work through the centuries. Traditions carry identified truths and practices. You can accept, reject or modify, but they are there. And as they are there you start with something beyond the very limited view of any one human being.

Of course, folks like Whitman, Emerson, Frost and Thoreau, all the New England Transcendentalists would disagree. Nature is your chapel. The heart of the human being the workshop of the spirit. Institutions muck things up. And so forth. They were spiritual but not religious.

I want to introduce another dimension of that discussion. Though spiritual but not religious may be a growing and sizable contingent that we have to regard seriously, considering how serious dialogue might take place among its ranks, the phenomenon may not be that new after all.

If you consider the years of WW II and the couple of decades following as an anomaly in terms of church life, an unusual blip of great institutional church participation (and every other organizational participation), all that followed that super-heated time – including our own time – much more resembles what preceded the blip. What I mean is that actual communities of religious practice have always represented a relatively small proportion of the whole population. And yet many in those earlier times would claim a belief in God, pray and read Bibles. They were spiritual but not religious.

On the American frontier a radically small percentage of the population participated in anything that resembled a church. They had other fish to fry and did. Many of our founders fit neatly into this profile – Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln. These men were quite read in scripture and knowledgeable about things ecclesial, but like Churchill considered themselves flying buttresses – “supporting the church from the outside.” I think it is fair to say that they were spiritual but not religious.

I have just finished reading a biography of Daniel Boone by Robert Morgan. Many Boone biographies have been written and most are heavily mythological. We have no autobiography written by Boone himself (though a couple were attempted and lost). We do have a few letters he wrote. And the biographies that grew up around him mostly reflected of the needs of the American psyche for heroes.

What we never hear about in the myth-making biographies are the ways in which Boone was a failure at business, heavily debt-ridden his entire life. We never hear about all the suits filed by his unpaid creditors. We never hear how he kept moving west to outrun the taming of the wild that he brought about by guiding people there, fighting Indian wars with those he admired and ending their civilization in so doing. We never hear that by the time he got to Missouri he was an old man, living on reputation, and his sons did most of the heavy lifting. And we usually don’t hear about his most endearing qualities, the ones that made him beloved to his family and friends.

Daniel Boone was another great example of a man who was spiritual but not religious. Perhaps he was soured by his father’s earlier experience of intolerant religion and he steered clear of it. Maybe he found what he needed through solitary experience with the deep woods and those creatures who lived there. Boone was never a church guy. When he went out exploring for months, years at a time he would have a Bible among his things. But he was never a member of the church and is rarely known to attend. Like many of his time, including my distant relative, Kit Carson, he was a Mason. But that’s not church. It could even be anti-church.

So “spiritual but not religious” is not a new thing. It’s an old thing. Perhaps the best way to view this present phenomenon is to set aside alarm and think instead in terms of continuation. This has been the norm in American culture. There are all kinds of people mixed together here.

There are religious people who can scarcely be called spiritual. There are spiritual people who eschew anything that resembles religion. There are both, very spiritual people who live out their faith in a tradition and a community of faith. Add to that mix the generous blending of other immigrant world faiths and you have the American religious palette.

My hip-hop friend who rapped his spiritual but not religious verse was not representing something new. Nothing under the sun is. He was the latest iteration of that type, one that has been with us the longest time. And maybe for those of us who are both spiritual and religious it is a good counterweight. We need those who will help us keep on our spiritual toes and not get lost in the less than important aspects of  churchly structure and life. And maybe, if they will listen, the spiritual but not religious may actually discover something from those who are shaped by a tradition and share faith with others in community. We may need one another more than we know.

Columbia Faith and Values just sponsored a regional spiritual poetry contest. Out of forty submissions three were chosen for the top three spots. The judges were so kind as to settle on my poem for first place:

I believe
God is
regardless of what I believe

I believe
what I believe
changes year by year

I believe
God comes
whether I call or not

I believe
my turning point
was being believed in

I believe
but trust more
and that has made the difference

Sure, Free Church Protestants know something about Lent. But we admit it, we’re late to the universal church party. In this recent Columbia Faith and Values editorial I share why we had a lot of catching up to do. To read the whole column click here.

By any reckoning you would have to say it was a typical morning. The two earlier services were quite fine; the message from the associate pastor was especially good, the music was spirit-filled and a sense of unity pervaded the house. But none of that is so unusual, at least not around the place where I live and serve.

I was presiding at the communion table again, an act long familiar to me and anyone who darkens the door of our church. Like usual, the people processed in and set the table, bringing forward the gifts of bread, wine, and the work of our hands, our offerings. There it was, piled in front of us, the gifts of God for the people of God and the gifts of the people for the work of God. In one way or another it all comes from God and all returns to God.

Just as I began to speak I heard the patter of little feet approaching the table. In our congregation the children also bring forward their own offering. Their gifts include monetary gifts but just as often some other expression, like some art work they worked on during the message. It all goes into their plate and one of the children walks it forward. Though they were just a tad late to the party, in God’s time it was just on time. Sure baby, put your plate right here, we’ve been waiting for you, we’ll place it right on top.

Let’s see, where was I? I was about to issue an invitation for people to approach the mystery of Christ under the auspicious of bread and wine, a gathering of hungry people who know where to sate that hunger, a remembering that brings everything forward and eats with glad and generous hearts. I was just about to say some reasonably inspiring adult thing when I looked down at the children’s offering plate that perched on top of all the other plates.

Covering everything else was a hand-scrawled crayon drawing. Rather than press on I allowed myself to be distracted and then made the highly questionable decision to reach out and pick the drawing up in order to view it more closely. The Gospel story of the morning included the healing of the woman with the flow of blood, a woman who had suffered and struggled so desperately that she just knew if she could touch even the hem of Jesus’ clothing that would be enough. Just the hem. And that was the drawing, a figure of a woman kneeling, reaching out to touch with those hopeful hands. And suddenly Atlantis arose out of the sea and nested somewhere midway between my adult head and childlike heart.

It was not the quality of the art, of course. I have seen the great masterpieces in their museums and churches. I was not moved because some great personal emotional moment had come like the witnessing the last breath of someone you love. I have had those moments, too. And the tears that choked me did not pour out with pathos at some great occasion, like the vast inhumanity in Syria or elsewhere. No, this was something of a different order.

What sat on the top of the plate was a child’s overhearing of the Gospel, a distillation of the most simple thing, that if we reach there is something reaching back. The forms that reaching and reaching back can take are as numerous as the stars. But it’s all there in its essence and simplicity.

After I choked out how moved I was by this child’s mite, I said something like touching the hem of Jesus is like touching a crust of bread or sipping this wine; that’s all it takes, it is enough.

I am really not sure why I felt the hot breath of the spirit on my neck at that moment. And it really doesn’t matter why. Some of the deepest, brightest, show-stopping moments in any day arrive on their own terms and with their own chosen delivery system. That morning it was through an angel with very little hands and feet, one who was somehow catching a mystery that has sustained millions, and by doing so, without knowing it, was sustaining me.

The most newsworthy thing about University of Missouri defensive end, Michael Sam, coming out as gay was the understatement. The head football coach and athletic director both made short statements in which they praised Sam for his personal integrity and communicated their unquestionable support. Other than that, the topic was a mute one in Columbia, Missouri. Until today.

Notorious Westboro Baptist Church and Fred Phelps have made their entrance onto the Mizzou campus today and plan to speak from soapboxes in Speakers Circle. Law enforcement is bracing for confrontations.

My suspicion: Their stream of hate speech will not find an audience. Students will steer a wide circle around them. It will all die for lack of a second.

Ignore them. Respond with no response at all. Focus on something that matters.

This issue is over, settled.

We’re behind you, Michael.

Hitchhiking in Winter

Posted: February 6, 2014 in Uncategorized

The snow was drifting across the highway in a fine powder. I glanced at the thermometer: 8 degrees. In my imagination I pictured the place I would be in less than an hour – warm, safe, peaceful. And then his image came into my peripheral vision: a lone figure standing on the side of the road, thumb up in the air, surrounded by his gear, lots of it, more than makes hitchhiking convenient.

When I could I pulled over and backed on the shoulder in his direction. In the rear-view mirror I could see him snatching up all his stuff to jog my way. Temperatures like that get you moving. He piled his bags into my back seat and plopped down in the passenger seat. Max was his name. He was all appreciation.

It seems that Max was heading back to Montana, his home, to live with his son until he could get on his feet again. He was a Sioux Indian and grew up on the reservation, which was, in his words, a god forsaken and impoverished place. He told stories of his travel and how he nearly froze on the way. If it wasn’t for his tent and cold climate sleeping bag he might have.

The night before he was stranded in a rural area and his cheap radio could only pick up the AM stations. All that was beaming through was a program by some guy named Dave Ramsey. He talked about getting your financial house in order and to do it from a spiritual point of view. God must have wanted him stranded just there with no access to anything but AM because he had never heard of this character and certainly would not have tuned him in of his own volition. But it was just what he needed to hear. All his life he had blown every dollar he made and now he had an idea of how he might turn that around – and never be put in the position of hitching a thousand miles in the middle of winter.

An evangelical Christian gave him a ride and lectured him for two hours on how none of his native American Indian religious tradition is true and how the Christian faith is the only way. He almost got out of the car, he said, but it was just too damn cold. I talked about the God of all peoples, a creator who knows each one in each place. He listened respectfully.

Then I asked how the religious traditions of his tribe were passed from one generation to the next. Max said that in addition to the home and grandparents, the most important spiritual formation took place in the sweat lodge – a time for great spiritual discernment and teaching. By the time he was four years old he was a regular there. And the holy man, the medicine man, passed on the traditions and wisdom among the steam and smoke.

I offered to take Max a little farther, by a different route, but he had his mind made up. No, he would get out and continue West by Northwest. Most of it was not interstate but that was beside the point. His gear offloaded into pile by the side of the road. As I drove off I’m sure I heard flutes. I don’t know. The mind plays funny tricks on you.

As winter storms push their way toward spring Christina Rossetti is the gift that keeps on giving. The winter may be bleak, but in that stark stillness gifts rise up:

In the bleak midwinter, frosty wind made moan,
Earth stood hard as iron, water like a stone;
Snow had fallen, snow on snow, snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter, long ago.
Our God, Heaven cannot hold Him, nor earth sustain;
Heaven and earth shall flee away when He comes to reign.
In the bleak midwinter a stable place sufficed
The Lord God Almighty, Jesus Christ.
Angels and archangels may have gathered there,
Cherubim and seraphim thronged the air;
But His mother only, in her maiden bliss,
Worshiped the beloved with a kiss.
What can I give Him, poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb;
If I were a Wise Man, I would do my part;
Yet what I can I give Him: give my heart.
If you want to indulge in a real treat listen to the superlative rendition by Kings College, Cambridge:

Saturday Nights under the Sheets

Posted: January 30, 2014 in Uncategorized
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She is 98 years old and sports a white flock of hair dangling over a pair of bright blue eyes and a contagious smile. Meet Eleanor. I had a long talk with her recently and asked about all the changes she witnessed during her lifetime. At one point she looked far into the distance and said,

“I remember when I was about six or seven in Monett, Missouri, every Saturday night the KKK rode into town on horseback in their white sheets.”

Monett is located in very southern Missouri where meth labs now dot the wooded rural countryside. In her small town of 1921 they were not dealing with meth. Their issue was systematic prejudice and racism. I asked her what happened.

“Everyone ran inside, off the streets. It’s not like they had a crowd for a parade. They rode into town and the streets emptied. You can imagine the spectacle from the point of view of a young person.”

Well, how many KKK folks were there?

“They always came in with maybe a dozen, maybe fifteen.”

If everyone always ran inside – all colors – what were they attempting to do?

“Intimidation. They wanted to intimidate whites and blacks alike. Fill us with fear so they could continue to spout off their hate.”

Was there ever a lynching?

“Back in my mother’s time, the late 1800’s. She told me. It was the Klan then, too. I never saw that in my time but they still resorted to threat and big drama.”

Well, what happened to them?

“Everything changes. And sometimes the bad side just washes away. So don’t worry so much about time flushing everything away. Some things need to disappear in order to make room for the good. There are no good old days, just days. And we try to make ours the best we can.”

The Wobble and the Tilt

Posted: January 24, 2014 in Uncategorized

The wobble and the tilt of
winter earth on its axis
deploys sunup and sundown
more this way or that
a different vector on
the naked lonely horizon

Diffused light opens the pupils
of this imbalanced body
tipping as it does sideways
a saddle not tightly cinched
against the gravity of pivot
when Titan smells the barn

I know this is more than
a repeating season or
earth doing the limbo
but instead my own axis, twisted
so light on water comes now
as I did not know it the day before

The Square

Posted: January 23, 2014 in Uncategorized
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No, not the action adventure movie with Jack Ryan and Kevin Costner!

The Square is an Egyptian-American documentary film by Jehane Noujaim that was released in 2013. It depicts the rise of “Arab Spring” in Egypt begining in 2011 and based in Tahrir Square. The film premiered at Sundance and has since been nominated for an Oscar in the documentary category.

The film portrays the people’s movement that toppled two presidents in the span of three years, contention with the military establishment, and the rising and competing tide of Islamic fundamentalism. More than anything the film demonstrates the extreme difficulty of reform, its peril and stops and starts. Victories lead to unanticipated challenges. And in the case of the reformers their efforts often required suffering and even their lives.

Forget the action-adventure version of The Square. Go with the documentary!