Christmas Eve Meditation 2012

Posted: December 24, 2012 in Uncategorized
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I always find it interesting how specific Luke is about his historic context when telling the story of the birth of Jesus. He goes into some detail and says this guy was the king and this other guy was the governor. The government was doing that. The people had to respond by doing this. And by the way, Joseph needed to go to that city because he was of this blood line going back to a particular person, David.

What Luke does is to locate the story for us. By putting everything in its historical context he says something important. He insists that when you say something about God you also have to say something about where God is going. It’s not beside the point.

If we were the Gospel writers telling the birth of Jesus today we would include all the coordinates that mark our own time.

We just had an election and these people are in office. People have been wondering if they are going to fall off the fiscal cliff or, according to the Mayan calendar, there won’t be a cliff to fall off of. There has been another slaughter of the innocents by a madman and Rachel is still weeping for her children. There are wars and rumors of wars.

In those days a decree went out from Caesar Augustus. Polarization was stronger than ever in the U.S. congress. This was the first enrollment when Quirinius was governor of Syria. The troops were drawing down from Afghanistan.

When Luke says Jesus was born into the world it was into the actual world, not an imaginary one with a pretend stage. When God showed up in the flesh it was real flesh rubbing our flesh. And that’s the only way, really, to catch the flavor of this radical story.

Jesus was born into the middle of the mess, not alongside it, not into a Christmas program or a carol or a crèche.

Jesus was born into an actual world were people suffer and have great triumphs, where tyrants rule and the conflict du jour lines up to take the place of the one that preceded it yesterday. Christ is born here, not somewhere else, in a place that often has little room for him.

By coming to the real world, all the way down in the muck, it becomes possible for the world not only to contemplate a creator but connect with one. And it’s that connection that is the thing. Without connection, things are just things, lives are lumps of clay.

One time John Oliver (Giver of Life, Paraclete, 2011, 83) asked his readers to imagine receiving a huge box that has been delivered to your house. Inside of the box is an appliance that either you or Santa ordered. As you feverishly remove the appliance and pore over the owner’s manual, you discover all the nifty things your new appliance can do. You’ve educated yourself on all its features.

Then you just sit and look at it because you are so proud: It’s so shiny, powerful and just perfect for what you’ve needed.

Now, Oliver continues, just imagine that you never plug your new appliance into the wall socket. There it sits, disconnected from the source of power that can make all those features and directions mean something. So it just sits there, taking up space, unable to perform a thing it was designed to do. And why is that? Because it’s not connected. That’s the first question that the IT support people ask you on the phone when you can’t get your devise to work, right? “Is it plugged in?”

Jesus is about making sure the appliance is plugged into the power source. And he does that by being becoming the appliance and power at the same time and connecting the two in his life. You’d never imagine it by looking at a little birth coming into the real, big, bad world. But that’s exactly what we say happened and happens.

Christians have always understood ourselves to be something like those appliances. Authentic Christian life is not possible unless we are connected, plugged into the God who created us. Without that we just take up space on the counter. This connection doesn’t happen automatically any more than the plug of an appliance finds its own way to an outlet. Somewhere in the mystery of Christ, God with us, a hidden hand of grace draws together the two, appliance and source, so that we might become what we were created to be in the first place.

The thing about that particular connection is that it only happens heart-to-heart according to the invisible cords of love. God comes in such a way that our hearts are broken, the armored plating falls away, and we fall in love. We fall in love through a veil of tears, or laughter, or silence, through the incredible discovery that the beating of this little child’s heart in the manger causes ours to come to life until we sing like angels.

All of that takes place in the year of Caesar Augustus or when predictions of the Mayan Calendar proved false or tragedy came to an elementary school. It always comes into the real world where life is underway and has been, and when it arrives it always finds the same need on parade, the need for the beloved to return to the Divine Lover.

You can second guess God if you like, question the efficiency of such a move, or try to devise a better plan yourself. But when it comes down to it the things of God that last and change the world are like the proverbial butterfly wings: they beat in one corner of the universe and cause storms to rage thousands of miles away. God majors in the incredibly small things, like an atom, for instance. It’s small, like a baby’s cry, but when released, its potential lights up the sky with a thousand suns.

Jesus is born in Bethlehem and wherever the mess of life is happening, and love is let out to prowl around and do its work. And when it finally finds your heart you don’t have a chance. He’s plugged in the toaster and nothing will ever be the same again.

Ceiling Fan

Posted: December 21, 2012 in Uncategorized

I sat at a cafe having a bowl of soup, the snow having fallen through the grey skies for the first time this winter, just in time for the world-ending-according-to-Mayan-Calendar that didn’t come. I left my scarf on because my body was just not yet accustomed to the temperature change.

As I slurped my Tomato Bisque I gazed across the street toward another restaurant, one that has an open-air porch for outdoor seating when the weather is right. I have seen it filled with college students many a time. But not that day. It was lonely and dejected, remembering the good old days when young people spilled beer on its floors. One element remained the same, however.

A lone ceiling fan whirled in its courses. I could see it through the nearly horizontal blowing snow flakes. Thank goodness we are keeping the air circulated on this sultry, balmy, close afternoon. I just stared at its incongruity.

Something like it happens in the summer when an automatic sprinkler system turns on during a rain storm. Thank goodness we’re watering the lawn right now.

And it caused me to ponder all our automatic responses that are so ingrained in our little heads and hearts, how they keep on going and showing up, long after they are called for, their relevance spent. It’s just as silly, of course. I have this emotion or that, repeat this behavior or that, a ceiling fan on the porch in winter, a sprinkler in the rain storm.

Solvo nos O Deus.
Free us, O God.

100 – 50 – 5

Posted: December 20, 2012 in Uncategorized

Here are three stories. I should say, three stories about one story.

This time of year when I visit shut-ins I often read the nativity story from the Gospel of Luke. Three stories about that one story.

Story one: She is in a care center and pushing 100 she finds it is an effort to rise, to eat, to navigate her days. When I read the Christmas story she sits very still with her eyes closed. Is she napping or listening, or both? When I finish we share a moment of silence. And then she says, without opening her eyes, “It is such a familiar story, and yet it is always surprisingly new.”

Story two: After listening to the birth narrative I ask her what portion spoke to her today. She says the part about finding no lodging. And then she tells me a story. She says that once when she was reading this to children and got to the “no room in the inn” part, a little boy, all concern, raised his hand and said, “He can come over to my house. We won’t mind.”

Story three: The professional always-in-motion pauses to chat me up. And how is this time of year for you, pastor? Of course, busy. But I always remind people busy and beautiful. As long as we find deep meaning in what we do busy never is just busy. Bad busy is occupied without purpose. My friend says, “Every time this year I just throw the white glove down to God with a little challenge: ‘Look, Lord, I’ve heard this over and over. I’ve got it by memory. I dare you to surprise me with something I’ve missed.’ Darned if that doesn’t always happen.”

So familiar, yet so new. He can come over to my house. Go ahead, God, surprise me.

A Piece of Pi

Posted: December 17, 2012 in Uncategorized
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As far as books and movies go, I often do them in reverse order: I’ve missed the book, catch the movie based on the book, and then go back and pick up the book. Such was the case with The Life of Pi.

The movie is a masterpiece of fancy. Its cinematography is stunning. And the plot is as fascinating as that of the book. Speaking of the book, this gem by Yan Martel is so, well, pleasurable. If you have the slightest interest in things religious or philosophical it will slide on like an old shoe. And he writes in such a way that you want to turn to the next chapter; that’s how his plot pulls you along through its first person description of his life.

Time to share a golden nugget:

“Atheists are my brothers and sisters of a different faith, and every word they speak speaks of faith. Like me, they go as far as the legs of reason will carry them – and then they leap.

I’ll be honest about it. It is not atheists who get stuck in my craw, but agnostics. Doubt is useful for a while. We must all pass through the garden of Gethsemane. If Christ played with doubt, so must we. If Christ spent an anguished night in prayer, if He burst out from the cross, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ then surely we are also permitted doubt. But we must move on. To choose doubt as a philosophy of life is akin to choosing immobility as a means of transportation.” (28)

O God of the rising sun and its setting
in you we live, thrive and exult in your goodness.

Our days pass like a shadow
joy fills our hearts
sorrow shakes the soul
and hope sets us free.

If the earth were to swallow us
we would not blame the shifting crust
the earth that must move
even if it hurts by being itself.

But when one of our own
a child himself who knows children
pours wrath into hallways
running red
we do not understand
and we do blame
for there can be no other explanation
for such madness
and evil.

But just now
with nothing left to do
we raise the sparks
of holy hope and love
upward, from whence
every shred of life
comes and returns
in season and out.

Amen.

Birthday Wishes

Posted: December 8, 2012 in Uncategorized

On the day of my nativity
forget the cake or card.
Forgo the golden eagle
the gift from Monkey Wards.

It’s not that I won’t like them
little gestures, for I will.
But what I want this day of days
is a gift that really thrills:

A bit of sanity here and there
spread thick upon our congress
that plays on cliffs like games of sport
could make me feel less onerous.

Cookies and milk instead of guns
in Syria, Egypt and Gaza,
could make for peace and not for war
some coffee in the plaza?

And in the end, when souls do shake
because no anchors hold them
the way of love and hope and joy
could be our Halleluiah!

Mary’s Song

Posted: December 6, 2012 in Uncategorized
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On the forthcoming second Sunday of Advent, we will be visiting Mary and her song of praise, the Magnificat. I have written a poem based on this text, Luke 1:45b-55, one adapted for an Advent Carol by Charlie Kyriakos:

Up and down
then and now
before my God
I humbly bow

For in this place
of low estate
the Lord of life
did know my place

In this act
selfless love
the Savior comes
from heights above

And every soul
from every time
now hears my song
and trusts the sign

It was in 1990 that the United States passed the Americans with Disabilities Act. This legislation was a major step forward for a compassionate society. We did the right thing.

Now, in our United States Senate, they just voted DOWN extending our American influence in making a similar kind of statement on the world stage. Adding ourselves to the roster of other nations supporting a United Nations treaty on the rights of those with disabilities would require nothing additional from us. The petition is based on our own American legislation that already exists! We are the model for what we voted down!

Even with former Senator Bob Dole and present Senator John McCain present, those who have suffered disabling conditions from their military service, their cowardly colleagues (some of whom voted twenty years ago for the Americans with Disabilities Act!) voted this down. How embarrassing.

And why? It is no mystery. They are cowed by the Tea Party who vow to unseat them unless they follow their narrow agenda. And in this case? Well, you never know what this global statement might do to bring some intrusion into our home schooling. There is no threat!

This is how sick our indebtedness to special interests and the fringes has become. What is at stake? Integrity, of course. Integrity.

Shame!

The Life of Pi and Christmas

Posted: December 4, 2012 in Uncategorized
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For those of you who have read the book or seen the movie The Life of Pi you know that Pi is the nickname of the main character, a man from India who weaves a fantastic story of survival following the sinking of the cargo ship that was transporting him and his family to a new life.

Without spoiling the film for those who have yet to see it, the fantastic adventure is positioned at the blurry intersection of fantasy and reality, and in fact questions which is which. By the end of the narrative we are confronted with a decision about which of two stories is the real one. Or more carefully put, which we choose to be the real one.

That is a post-modern question, one that challenges the notion of absolute objectivity. All of life is interpreted through a subjective lens. We assign or attribute meaning to events. And that is often done by symbolizing them, mythologizing them.

Listen to the stories people weave to explain what has happened to them, what they have experienced. What we often hear is a combination of what we might call facts – events or occurrences that have multiple attestations, that several people might describe in the same way – and also an interpretation of what those facts mean. Sometimes the interpretation of the facts bears little resemblance to the original matter at hand. And some people are more imaginative and grandiose than others!

In addition, our memories are not absolute, tape recorders, a YouTube in the brain’s memory bank. We take the raw material and craft it into narratives that fit with our notion of the way life is, what we think we are. That is what is shared, often in an altered form, re-presenting reality.

For those who care about such things, the preaching of the New Testament is that way. There is what happened and then a proclamation of the meaning of what happened. It is theology more than history. Fact and interpretation are woven together in a patchwork often difficult to separate out, if you want to do that at all. And that’s how to understand, interpret the Christmas story as presented in the Gospels, the incredible birth narratives we sing and read and dramatize this time in the church year. They are presentations of the meaning of a God who infuses the world with a holy presence.

In the end, you may ask yourself which story is the real one. Is it the description of bare bones data, of this thing that really happened here in this way? Or is it the poetic rendering of truth, a narrative that catches the beauty, shares the wonder, and helps us transcend the ordinary to embrace the extraordinary? As with The Life of Pi you will have to choose. We know what the reductionistic mindset will do. But what about you?

Weddings and Worship

Posted: November 27, 2012 in Uncategorized
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This immediate past Sunday our congregation had a treat. At the close of one of our worship services two of our own stepped forward and were married. It was a delight in all ways. The wedding was over in five minutes, it had to be. But that did not diminish its importance in the slightest.

Those few minutes clarified a great deal for me, not only about worship, but about weddings. Since we have multiple worship services every week and I’ve been at this for more than three decades I have led no less than 3,000 worship services. And I have presided at hundreds of weddings.

To begin with, the wedding in worship we witnessed this weekend would not, could not work for just anyone. The bride and groom are an intimate part of the community, the church being their spiritual home. Exchanging vows in that context was natural and beautiful because of that. And for the worshiping  community, that five minutes at the close of worship did not detract from worship, but rather amplified the strong connection between our collective life together and our personal lives. It was testimony without being preachy.

In the Christian life we always say that weddings should be a form of worship. Some are more than others. Many lapse into cultural spectacles or shows. They can be more or less God-centered, depending. But it’s a hard thing to transform what has become a cultural stereotype into something more. When you attempt it, the result often comes off as mechanical or stilted – unless – you change the context of the wedding altogether. That means avoiding all the accoutrements and hype that normally accompany it.

When you attempt to transform a wedding into a worship there are built-in challenges. One is that over half of the crowd will not be there to worship. They are there because of friendship or kinship ties. A preponderance of attendees don’t worship regularly in any Christian community, if they are Christian at all. They have no experience or Christian formation that might help them understand a thing that’s going on. And when it comes to having communion at a wedding, we skate on thinner ice still. How do you invite people to participate in something that is little more than a mid-service snack?

Some weddings can become more worshipful – if you really work at it. And what I discovered this weekend is that it is possible to bring weddings – some weddings – to worship. They should somehow be informing one another, worship and weddings. And the souls at Broadway Christian Church just discovered that truth on a typical Sunday morning through a quintessential sign of loving God and one another.